The Poet in Me.

Love vs Death

2011-10-01T00:05:00.000-07:00

On the alley of dark
I saw death rolled out
Loved ones weeping
for the lost soul of the
death ruled body.
At the end love prevails.

Love was. . .

2011-08-18T22:30:00.000-07:00

Love was a beautiful thing
in my painful life.
I could smile, laugh and
couldn't care less about
what other people think.
Love was a beautiful thing.

Thats why i regret
my silence back then.
Regret the things i said.
Regret not telling you how i really felt.
Regret losing you.

Love was. . . .

Closer

2011-07-18T09:09:00.000-07:00

A decade of love
that i feel for her
the courage that i needed
All in places and a line
"she's taken" brings end to my love story.

Naive

2011-07-03T14:20:00.000-07:00

I write a message of
love for you,
everyday.
Dreaming of the life,
we can have.

How naive was I,
in the battle of Love?
Always defeated.

the Lament

2011-04-03T03:24:00.001-07:00

The shining moon
that shines away all night.
With people admiring the beauty of it.
and I, who are blind
to see the beauty.
Lost in the darkness,
away from the beauty.

To John Lennon

2010-10-09T01:53:00.000-07:00

John,

you were already gone

when i was born,

for that i'm little disappointed

but still you manage to inspire me

and millions of others

to #Imagine.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

One Love

2010-09-04T12:33:00.000-07:00

A thousands of miles
hundreds of rivers
some mountains
and a couple of ocean.
With One Love standing on other side.

The Love that is
so true & strong.
That makes everything
which is standing between us
just a bunch of words.

My Sunshine

2010-07-09T03:44:00.000-07:00

Oh, Lady with the blue eyes.
Who came into my blue life.
Like the sun
you gave me light.
That let me shine
through my darkest night.
You are the one,
my only sunshine.

River of Tears

2010-04-30T14:11:00.001-07:00

River of tears
of the moonless night
flowing en route
to the sea of dreams.
seas of people
will miss it
as nature intended.

The words of spear
piercing through
my defeated heart
will be the words of wisdom
for it will lead me to my future.

Happier

2010-04-07T06:32:00.001-07:00

when i saw you
i feel my heartbeat for first time.
With all my sorrows gone.
You come with me
to the abode of my happiness.
With the smile on your face.
i'd be happier.

with the touch of your hand
a kiss of your lips
will give a life to my body
and i'd be happier.

Just my Luck

2010-03-27T01:10:00.000-07:00

I have it
you have it
and its called luck
which everyone have it
but mine is different.

My luck with a twist
"luck" that take me to everywhere
to the "twist" that take me back to nowhere
you are simply annoying
"my luck" the gift from mischievous angel.

Moon River

2010-01-10T21:44:00.000-08:00

I took a journey to your heart,
but i'm unable to cross this river now

But I'll cross it someday
when i do, don't ignore me like all people do.
You are my only hope, my love, my life.

Without you

2010-01-05T11:31:00.000-08:00

Without you my world seems so quite
I could hear every beat of my painful heart
Dead seems so close yet far away from me
I'm sorry i can't sway away ur heart to mine.
I tried everything i could. . . .

Please come to me
Please come to me
Please. . . . .

To people who laugh at people who's different from others

2009-12-19T07:42:00.000-08:00

The remark you make might be funny to you
but its hurtful to me,
it bring hatred into my peaceful mind,
and will bring more enemy into your condemned life.
Laugh away you fuck, for you will die one day choking on your own food.

I loathe you !!

(my apology for using f-word. This is an outburst)

Live your Life

2009-12-04T11:16:00.000-08:00

Pendulum swings
The moment pass
Cherish your dream and
Live your life
The world is just a beautiful dream.

Rewind

2009-10-08T13:43:00.000-07:00

The day come and go
so is you
but the memories never leave
it rest at the corner of my mind
when time come, all of them creep out
reminding me of the day we spend
when we were happy
when we were together

i miss you baby
i wish i could rewind the time and correct all my mistake.

That Dream

2009-09-20T14:16:00.001-07:00

I dreamt a dream
about going to a place with the one i love
the one who love me back

the place on top of the mountain,
from i can see the vast lake down below
in twilight
with this soft music playin in background.

That dream, like all dream, will always be a dream. . . .

Something that i should be telling you

2009-09-14T12:12:00.000-07:00

I'm happy when you are happy,
and laugh when you laugh.
We met because of music,
for i'm glad that i make music part of my life.

In our conversation there is no room for seriousness
Silliness is what we do
we never say goodbye,
for we talk everyday,
our silly talk.

I missed you badly when you are not around.
Waitin for you everyday,
as you give me a reason to smile.

there's something i wanted to tell you.
I think i'm fallin for you. . .

I LOVE YOU

On our own

2009-08-31T15:16:00.000-07:00

You must've regret meeting me.
n i'm sorry for that.

We meet, become frens.
It was short but i enjoy every moment of it.
In that short moment you become my best fren, i fall in love wit you.
Thats it.
Nothin more. . . .

We are on our own.

You

2009-08-28T12:49:00.000-07:00

You came into my dream, and light it up.
You came into my life, and make it beautiful.
But it seems you never told me who you really are.
You never show your face to me.
Still you light up my dream,
Make my life beautiful.

I fail to recognised you in these crowd.
But when i see you, and know you.
You would be the most beautiful girl in the whole universe.

Open your eyes

2009-08-08T15:03:00.000-07:00

The one who leave
is a fool.
for you are beautiful and pure of heart,
who can make anyone happy.
grieving is for weak
and you are not.
Move ahead where road lies.

Open your eyes
see the world's beauty,
the blue sky,
the wide open arms of the ocean,
the bird flying away freely.

Open your eyes
n see the world's beauty.

No thought

2009-07-24T13:16:00.000-07:00

Sitting here,
doing nothing.
With a piece of bread in my mouth.
Holding a pen,
thinking about writing something.

Should i write abt
LOVE ??
PAIN ??
HATE ??
VIOLENCE ??
PEACE ??
I ask myself.

Nothing came into my mind,
because i got no feeling for anything at the moment.
Holding a pen,
sitting here
doing nothing. . . . .

Cold

2009-07-15T13:23:00.000-07:00

i feel very cold.
the loneliness
that haunt me everyday
creep inside my body again.
why did you leave me
without sayin a word??

No amount of blanket can make me warm again.
I need you,
i want to feel ur heat,
hug you, embrace you.

I Miss You

O Rain !

2009-07-09T14:49:00.000-07:00

O rain !

Why did you comeback now ?
The harvesting time is gone.

Are you tryin to flood my already damage field ??
Go back to your paradise,
i don't need you anymore.

You didn't come to me
when i need you,
by your own command.

O rain !

I will call you if i need you again.
For now stop hurting me.

O rain !

Happiness

2009-07-07T03:03:00.000-07:00

In this hot summer day,
i sit under the shade of this mango tree.
Watching the blue sky turning into grey one.

When the first drop of rain hit my face, it sends, chill down my spine.
That chill make me forget everythin.
My sorrow,
My misery &
My loneliness.

I feel for the first time,
what people called
"Happiness"

When ??

2009-07-06T12:53:00.001-07:00

When will you come to my life ??
The wait, the pain,
i could not take it anymore.
I need you right now
to fill my hollow heart.
Colour my colourless painting.
Give life to my lifeless body.

When will you come. . . . . . ?

Hopelessly in LOVE

2009-07-02T12:57:00.000-07:00

The day i saw you,
itz one of my best days.
The smile on your face
your eyes, your voice.
I fall in LOVE with you right there.

I took almost a year to tell you my feeling.
Which you took 1 second to finish it.
But still i try to get near you,
be one of your frens.
That also i can't achieve it.

I'm hopelessly in LOVE with you.
N hopelessly wanted to be your fren.

Itz hurtin me like hell,
i wanted to forgot you,
which is just a hollow thought.

Gosia

2009-07-02T12:55:00.000-07:00

You are there
and i'm here
and we are miles apart
but our frenship seem so close.
Yet you love maths,
which i hate.
But still we are frens.
Cuz we don't need similar taste to become frens.

We promise we won't break it,
but i'm afraid it would someday.
As good thing didn't last long.

But whatever happen i won't forget you,
as you are too good to forget.

With lots of LOVE
For Gosia

Lifeless body

2009-06-24T05:54:00.000-07:00

Starless night,
Windless day,
Rainless monsoon,
Lifeless body that i'm in.
Body that everybody torture it.
Make it pain.
Pain that i feel no more
for I have suffer long,
make my body numb from it.

Lifeless body.

Pen and Paper

2009-06-23T12:30:00.000-07:00

Sadness hit me hard
drag me down
to the lowest part of the earth.

Loneliness creep up inside my body.
Like the devil eatin inside me.

Wanted to end it with the end of my life.
But the end of my life is not in my hand.

Soulmate is what i seek,
but God forget to make what i seek.

All this, i end it with
Pen & Paper.

Gone

2009-06-16T11:42:00.000-07:00

Gone is the Wind,
As we are the Latecomer.

Gone is the Love,
As we are not in Peace

No to War

2009-06-15T10:16:00.000-07:00

Blood spillin everywhere.
Body lying everywhere.
Broken glasses.
Walls with bullet holes.
Child's dreams broken.
Adult die violence dead.
Guns in school.
Blood in Holy places.
People with guns decide others fate.
Innocent kills.
Guilty one walks.

We always have an option, not to choose WAR !!

Love

2009-06-12T12:09:00.000-07:00

Why you weren't born here??

That eyes make me
feel warm inside my body,
That eyes make me
realize i'm alive,

The pounding of my heart,
The sound of it
travels thousands of miles,
around the world,
but it seems you never heard it. . .

I'm just a person lost in this wilderness.
But still have sense to say. . .

I LOVE YOU

Me

2009-06-10T09:29:00.000-07:00

Love someone, but can't tell
if i do tell, didn't love me back.
Failure, luckless, misery, loneliness are some of my name.

I wish i was born invisible,
but no,
everybody notice me.
Stare at me,
Laugh at me.
Sometime i feel
i'm the joker in the circus of life.
Failure, luckless, misery, loneliness are some of my name.

I care for everyone,
but i feel nobody care for me.

I wish there's PEACE in this world,
so that i can die peacefully.

***(there's sm ppl who care for me though)

Anne Frank

2009-05-31T13:14:00.000-07:00

The day passes
without seein a sunlight
without seein the moon
without seein the stars
inside a house like a prisoner.

You went to sleep with sound of gunfire,
and
wake up with the sound of gunfire

you face war at the outside world,
you face family war at inside world

but still you got lot of courage
and inspired many by
your writin,
your story
of war,
of family,
of love

may PEACE be with you always, wherever you are. . . . . .

(for Anne Frank)

4 buddies

2009-05-31T07:20:00.000-07:00

1,2,3,4
To me you guys are best buddies
who help overcomes my fear
my bridge to cross a great sea
and i would do anythin for each of you guys
i'll tame a lion
bring down a wall

but when i didn't do it, don't think that i wouldn't
i'm waitin for the right moment

1,2,3,4
you guys are my best buddies.

Every sec

2009-05-30T09:18:00.000-07:00

Every second u remember me
That every second, it hurts me.

It hurt me more than anythin else would've hurt me.

We are never meant to be together
we were never. . . .

You choose your own way and i choose mine. . .

I'm sorry. . . . We'll never be same again. . . .

(for someone i know)

Realize

2009-05-20T11:45:00.000-07:00

When i saw you,
my heart skip a beat.

You visit in my dream that night.
Next day i smile all day long.

When u didn't come
itz a nightmare.

Finally i realize,
i have always been in love with you from the moment i first saw you,
my heart just didn't understand it.

But today,
I'm in LOVE with you,
and will LOVE you forever.

Suffer

2009-05-20T04:37:00.000-07:00

I saw you, yesterday
I dream about you, today
I'd miss you, tomorrow

thats when i'm gonna suffer.

The Place

2009-05-01T11:00:00.000-07:00

A place who rules by demon.
A place a demon try to dethrone the demon.

Where the innocent suffers between the war of evils.

A place where dreaming is forbidden.

Where the kids got no future.
Where the protector is the destroyer.
Where we earn their livelihood not ours.

Kill us like u killed everyone.

A place where no dream or future is no place to live. . . .

Sight

2009-04-29T09:16:00.000-07:00

Sittin inside the exam hall,
Lookin outside the nature's beauty.

Almost misses another beauty sittin in front of me.
Those black eyes,
Those black long hair,
Her smooth skin,
Her lovely face.

I transfix.

{P.S. - I didn't fall in love with her, but she sure was beautiful ;P}

End Love

2009-04-24T12:36:00.000-07:00

The end that some people
seek seems to come near me.

The love that everyone seek
seems never come near me.

Everyday i seek out for that
love but it never found me,

maybe the love that i seek
is at the end that some people seek

So, the day i meet the end
will be the day i found my love. . . .

Hope

2009-04-17T03:25:00.000-07:00

Leaves are growin,
grass is greener,
broken bottles are gone,
broken heart heal,

I'm happy,
You are happy,
Everyone is happy. . . :)

Hopeless

2009-04-17T03:22:00.001-07:00

Leaves ve fallen,
grass is not green anymore,
broken bottles,
broken heart,
tears is fallin frm my eyes. . . .

Itz over. . . .

Love

2009-04-10T14:15:00.000-07:00

"the LOVE that i long for is the LOVE that will hurt me"

That Moon

2009-04-08T08:45:00.000-07:00

That Moon
that washed away all the stars.

That Moon
that washed away all the darkness at night.

That Moon
that i spend most of the night watchin it,
at the time when i was happy. . . . .

That Moon
that remind me of someone. . . .

That Moon
that i'm watchin right now. . . .

That Moon which is shining over me.

Saga

2009-04-08T08:35:00.000-07:00

Twilight
New moon
Eclipse
Breaking Dawn

Don't know why i read those books.
But every character,
every chapter,
every page. . . . .
tells abt my own life.
Sometime i see
myself in Edward
in Bella
n in Jacob. . . .
Those books attach to me like no other books,
emotionally. . .
But still, I don't know why ?
I read those books. . .

Twilight
New moon
Eclipse
Breaking Dawn

This Life

2009-03-31T12:27:00.000-07:00

Like a bird without itz wings
Like a fish in a small bowl
Like a stars on full moon
i've been livin all my life. . . . .

lock inside this body, universe. . . . . . .

This life.

Crush

2009-03-25T04:27:00.000-07:00

I got a Crush on a gal,
she lives so far away.
she doesn't know i exist,
but i try hard to get notice.
she did,
she'll reply to me sometime,
that would make my day.
n she wouldn't some other time,
that make me sad.

This Crush,
i'm waitin to get over
but itz not goin anywhere,
i fear it might turn into somethin,
cuz she lives so far.

This Crush
I long for it to gone

This Crush, This Crush

Deep inside
I still want it. . . . . .

You

2009-03-22T14:19:00.001-07:00

YOU are more beautiful than the moon,
YOU are more beautiful than the stars,
YOU are more beautiful than the view of the sunset. . . .

YOU are the most beautiful person in this planet,
YOU are my LOVE

I LOVE YOU

Iva

2009-03-18T13:50:00.000-07:00

Iva. . . .
She came to me like an angel,
when i was in need of a fren. . . .
she listen to my sorrow like a song
support me,
encourage me,
n kind to me. . . .

Iva Iva Iva
you're an angel to me. . . . . :)

For : Ivelina Kirova

Love = Hate

2009-03-16T21:54:00.000-07:00

I thought Love is all we need to bring Peace,
but Love only generate Hate,
it break your Heart
and everything. . . . .

Long thought

2009-03-12T11:54:00.000-07:00

I couldn't sleep last night thinkin wat really happen,
i thought we were never meant to say goodbye but we did.
It wasn't your fault neither mine. . . . . .

Who should we blame ?? love. . .

Ya, i make a terrible mistake fallin in love with you
It break our frenship, it break our promise
It break everything

my heart. . . .

Just a thought

2009-03-06T03:45:00.000-08:00

Life is Good
Love is Great

Death, even better. . . .

I cAn'T. . . . .

2009-01-21T04:28:00.000-08:00

I start writin so that all the sorrow that i keep inside me can leave me alone, but i never imagine i'll end up hurtin someone i care. . . . Sorry. . . . But I can't stop it now :(

2009 !!!

2009-01-04T06:57:00.000-08:00

ummm my New Year's Eve sucks. . . . . stay at home all alone doin nothin no party or anythin, stay up all night though, wishin frens over internet n cell. . . . . n when i finally wake up in new year, i got headache!! :P so, my beginin of New Year 2009 SUCKZZZZZZZ!!!!

Bye Bye 2008!! :)

2008-12-30T22:43:00.000-08:00

Another year gone, n nothin interestin happen in my life. . . . its the same old me :P ha ha ha ha. . . . . . there was some days worth rememberin these year but overall its a bad year for me, just hope nxt year start well for me :) ok so BYE BYE 2008 :) no regret!!!

I miss you

2008-12-25T02:31:00.001-08:00

Every night i look at the sky, there were no stars but i look at it everyday, waitin for the stars to come out n shines on me. . . . . I Miss You

Book, music ???

2008-12-25T02:26:00.000-08:00

Books make me preoccupied n let me forgot abt my loneliness.
music is the only things i can turn to when i'm sad. . . . . . .

Place u never want to leave

2008-12-03T12:20:00.000-08:00

Ya i say i'm livin in hell but when i talk wit you i'm in heaven, n i never want to go back to hell again.

Heartaches

2008-12-01T04:46:00.000-08:00

She knows me.
She understand me.
She make me smile.
She said she would do anythin to make me happy.
She's my best fren
and i love her a lot and my heart aches everytime i think that she can't be mine.

2008-11-30T01:20:00.000-08:00

☆☆☆

☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆

183 stars for 183 lives

rememberin the brave officers, hotel staffs and innocent people

mY LiFe

2008-11-29T05:25:00.000-08:00

I was born, I don't know why ??

I got no aim, my life is borin,

sometime i think abt endin it. . . . . . .

but there's faint voice tellin me to write,

so I'm doin it. . . .